John Mayer's Remarkableness

I know a girl. She puts the color inside of my world. She's just like a maze. Where all of the walls all continually change.
And I've done all I can. To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands. Now I'm starting to see. Maybe it's got nothing to do with me.

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin? It's the same she's been standing in. Since the day she saw him walking away. Now she's left. Cleaning up the mess he made.

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break. You'll find out how much they can take. Boys will be strong. And boys soldier on. But boys would be gone without warmth from A woman's good, good heart.

On behalf of every man. Looking out for every girl. You are the god and the weight of her world. So fathers be good to your daughters.
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too

My Amazing New Found ...'Sexy time'

So I love Stace, but who doesnt know that already.... *wink wink*

hehehe anyways no this blog is not about just her but all the wonderful people I have been around lately that have made me feel sooo wonderful and ... given me just bout the right attention I needed to get my damn feet back on the ground... I am speaking of none other than... Barry, Ritesh, Stacey, Taaha, Mark, Sasha (when she's free :P) and my love ( but you were there from the start so :D double :D:D shout out to you) ... I love you guys. [just adding that bit in- got nothing to do with the title]

This has though..
[It wouldn't have been possible if Sarah didnt decide to celebrate her birthday there so thankyou Sarah]

[ To Barry, Ritesh, Stacey and the rest of the ppl that end up being around us]

I have the most fun around you'll. And it doesnt have to be at some bar.. trying to 'pull of 21' but then forgetting cos we just started having too much fun.. it doesnt have to be with this big plan to drive off somewhere just cos we have a car (Testiment to Ritesh and Barry's *beaten felt* rides) ...and we definately don't need to put on loads of make up to impress the guys in our group...well for me I can be myself and that means the most to me. I'm starting to finally draw this line.. between what I want to be and what I should be and I can do it only cos I have you wonderful people around me.

Checkers was definately amazing! I CANNOT BELIEVE I MADE SUCH A FOOL OF MYSELF AND SANG WE WILL ROCK YOU WITH BARRY and These Boots Are Made For Walking :P (What were we thinking Stace?) WHAT! hahahahah and wait..it gets better.. I randomly went up to two tables and gave them the mic too.. (referring to the group behind us on the far left) ( and then the pinoys who I danced with out of the blue :S) hahahaha!

What I think added to making my day... was at the end of the night.. I went up and said thankyou to Ramil and Fe (the waiters at our table, if you guys hadn't noticed) who served us continuously till 1:00 am on their feet. And I'm pretty sure that made their day by the smile on their faces. :)

Anyways, so this is my new found "Sexytime" spending it with the people I love... not always in the most glamourous way.. but definately the most fun!

Paranoia..

Sometimes, I wonder if I'm paranoid. Most of the time I do have a paranoia.. but it's mainly to do with myself.. I'm constantly vigilant if you must say with myself.. I'm not really alert..but I do a lot of retrospective thinking..What have I done today ? What should I have done? How does what I've done today affect me tmm ?

Call me weird.. but I actually like my paranoia. I mean the only drawback, is I may sometimes end up being too hard on myself.. but then I have my friends to undo the damage that way :)

Basically, there's this movie going on.. Babel. And this one incident in like Morrocco where these 2 kids try out a guy in the mountains and it ends up hitting a tourist bus and killing a foreigner (American) and then.. her kids in another part of the world are deemed as missing cos the maid (whos son's wedding it was) took them to Mexico with her for the wedding and cudnt bring them back cos of complications.. it gets more twisted..cos the guns those boys used in the mountains belongs to a man in korea whose wife died by jumping off a balcony (bt becos he sold the gun to the man in Morrocco) he ends up being questioned.

It just goes to show...that we need to be careful of our actions. Anything we do may have harsh reactions or good repercussions or bad eventualities.. I've personally learnt from this in the past and I ain't about to go down that road again.

Theres' alot of people who may read this blog and think.. What is she on about? Yet others who'd think I'm making too much of something.. Others who'd label me 'Aunty' or 'mum' but I honestly think if majority of us..meaning our generation thought more about what we did before we did it.. I think we'd have much much better.. or if not better def well thought of futures.. whats it called in business/eco.. 'risk minimising' !! ok that's getting a tad bit technical.. but I honestly hope someone gets my drift.

It's just about waking up..knowing what's happening in the world around you and making sure every decision you make in your day is not one that provokes.. a multiplying negative effect. It's hard to predict what may or may not happen in the course of one day or because of something he said..or she said.. but I mean there's always room for a little more thought.. for a little more caution.

:) That's it for now.

A Passionate Pic

Allright dont get me wrong..not trying to be controversial or start up anything but I really like this picture. It's not about being sexual..atleast not to me. It's about what the pic shows..the comfortability between two people..that arises from love.



Love and lust- always like to seperate the two. Lust is like on the other side of the world ...where as love is forthright and everything good.

Everyone has a bit of both in them - you really cant deny it. The point is trying to control the one which brings about the other evil feelings and doings.

to me..and I would think to most other people ..we'd like to belive in Love more.
If it weren't for love..what would make the world go round?

Sorry my thoughts above are not as direct as your average blog..just pinning down thoughts I suppose.

I just really love this pic and I hope noone uses it to judge me on what I do and what I dont believe in.

Some of my favourite Jazz Songs

1. The Girl from Ipanema (Stan Getz and Astrid Gilberto or the Lou Rawls version)
2. Take Five ( Brubeck )
3. Between the Sheets (Fourplay feat. Chaka Khan)
4. Drifti and Cantaloupe Island (by Herbie Hancock)
5. Summertime
6. Popsicle Toes (Diana Krall and Michael Franks)
7. Mack the Knife (the old version and Michael Buble's)
8. This Masquerade (George Benson)
9. Autumn Leaves (Stanley Jordan)
10. Spain (Chick Corea)
11. Thinking about you (Norah Jones and everything by her)
12. Contigo (Greg Howe, Victor Wooten and Dennis Chambers)- any jazz lover would
see these guys as the Jazz Gods
13. Papa was a rolling stone (Chris Botti, Lisa Fischer)
14. Sous le soliel (Hotel Costes)
15. Willow weep for me (Wynton Marsalis)-The chick at the jazz fest sang it too :)
16. All the things you are (Sonny Rollins)
17. Opus de Funk (Horace Silver)
18. Jazzanians (Trio Brubeck)
19. Moon over Bourbon Street (Chris Botti and Sting)
20. Spyro Gyra ( the band)
21. Stiched up- John Mayer and Herbie Hancock

The Recipe of Me

Here's a rather different type of description of myself.. make what you want of it but this is what basically defines me:

My love for 'BugsBunny'(The Human one): 100 Percent.

John Mayer: music, lyrics, blog, guitars, amp ..

Arsenal: to the core..even if they were 25th in the league I'd support them.

Jazz: I breathe jazz. My love for jazz was a creation of a Connoisseur's Jazz Album, started when I was around 6.

Incubus: everything of theirs amazes me. Not just the released rock that you guys hear, but also their contribution to Society through the MYF(Make Yourself Foundation) as well as their fusion covers and jazz (yes jazz/blues/funk) albums.

Lingerie: Anyone who really knows me knows I have an unhealthy obsession for lingerie.. a Pure Victoria's Secret addict, but off late.. have dwelt into other brands (but not to be discussed here ) hush!

Addiction to 'Doude Weekends': Whether every weekend or not,or every fortnight..we have this random hanging out which is nothing interesting but we end up laughing stupidly and end up with similar nicks on msn.

Ice: Major ice chewer. Starbucks, Charleys, Burger King, McDonalds.

And that ends my list of Ingredients.

:D

'The Start of the Week' and Eco Love

Tomorrow starts a new week.. I have no idea what it will bring. My last week was pretty much crap. But I like it because I finally took a day to evaluate myself.. and think about a nickname one of my friends put up saying, 'The only people that you need in life are those that need you in theirs.' This particular statement, phrase.. quote, whatever it is really struck me .. I've been having a rough time getting over certain incidents in my past that I know I called on myself.. but had blown way out of proportion and left me feeling intense contempt for myself and alot of ..insignificance in this world. I did have people to cheer me up ofcourse like the ever optimistic (atleast for me), stay-c, and my wonderful 'Bugs' but I mean at the end of the day... it's about you and how you feel. Anyway, (staggering back to the topic), so I was saying I overcame these feelings. They will come back to haunt me I'm sure.. but I've learnt something from the past- Faith and Belief in myself.

:)

Moving on, ... .... (on a completely different note)...

Economics- As vast a subject as there is... I don't think I would ever come to a point in my life where I could say I know everything there is to know about Economics. Really..it's a beautiful subject but just so vast. I have a love for it even though I pretty much suck at it.. - anything wrong with me?

Why?

Because it's been roughly a year and a half since I stopped blogging. Cos I miss it. Cos I love this world it brings with it. I wont be committed to it, thats for sure. But it'll be there, when I need to vent, frustrate, write, poem about, laugh about, etc...

My Canvas..with the world as my audience.

Shakespeare said the world was a stage..and we were actors..or something like that.. and so this ..is my draft..with my blog as articles of my history.

P.s- I'd like for my name not to be used on this blog ..as much as you can refrain from it. :)

Ode to Ritesh

This is because he was the motivation to my comeback to blogging.