Snow

the awesomeness of your first snowfall cannot be explained. it depends on several factors- what you imagine to be that perfect moment.
the image you've seen on christmas cards, the romantic movies with lovers out in the cold, driving in a huge van looking for a cabin, snowflakes on ur eyelashes and hair.. or whatever.

one thing it truly is- Magical.

for moments all you can do is stare and smile, its glittering and sparkling at you, vague yet bright lights reflecting of the tiny ice particles all over the place .. there's jst a sense of happiness that fills you that you just can't explain.

Snow .. =)

Reality Check

So I've been told this alot.
'You need to stop caring so much about what everyone thinks'
And I've always believed I didnt but you know what I'm going to admit it .. yes I have.

Ok now you'll can all go "haha I told you so" and "oh look at her now".. but I dont care, cos as of today I really am not going to do that.

There's 3 things I love in this world, my family, my bf and my closest of friends.
There's 3 things I want to do in this world, Study and do my best in uni, Be as close as I can to the daughter my parents want me to be and always be there for my bf and when I can, for my friends.

That's it.
So, screw everything else that I've ever worried about because it's jst not worth it.

Ode to bus rides

Bus rides are fun. In school they were fun, on camps they were fun, on excursions they were fun. At WYD, they were super fun.

It's definately something I'm going to miss. I mean I dont think the next couple years of my life involves riding buses with multiple groups of people while it lasted it was awesome. For that 2-3 hour journey, you're stuck with the person next to you..so whether you like them or not is not something your neccessarily going to get to comment on.
So, you make the effort. You talk it out, bout the weirdest topics, strange or not..you don't care as long as the conversation gets going..

Our bus rides were awesome. From the airport in Sydney, to Newcastle. We sang, chanted.. laughed. The next four days involved more bus rides..more counting the number of ppl on board..more blowing of the horn from the driver to get us back on..more sightseeing..but still back to the bus. It turned out fun all the time, especially when someone got their deck of cards out.. was awesome.

Im going to miss bus rides. Alot.


[yes, this blog is about a bus ride..believe it or not]

Kriskin

... is this amazing kid who will be turning 2 on July 5th. He is my piano teacher's son and one of the most adorable kid's you will ever meet.
He know's like all the names of all the cars by looking at thier logos.. in fact when I took them for a drive he looked at my steering wheel and squealed 'misibishi' hehe.
HE IS ADORABLE. My name was the first of her student's name's he had learnt.. pronounced Jolala.. hehe which is so cute coming from him .. and guess what, he looked forward to me coming for class and considering I came a lot - that wasnt a problem. When she took him for walks.. he knew where our house was.. and our car park ..and suddenly every car park in Karama.. then became the property of Jolala... .. After class, I'd go over to his play mat and play with toys.. .. neways.. then he learnt, to say Jonthin so now we are known as Jonthin and Jolala..which is quite funny.

Anyways, yest I said goodbye to them cos they left for holiday and will only be back in September..and I wont get to see them till next year which is quite sad. I will dearly miss him.. and not just him, her too. I love my piano teacher.

omg I cant believe I had only one post in June hahahahahahaha

summer..

summer has not been fun so far.. well sometimes it has, but not mostly..
mostly it's been this bid to get things done that have been pending in my house... you know, throwing out the hoarded stuff.. the old books, new furniture (yay) .. yet Ive not woken one day feeling its holidays..
I've had so much to do.. and having a countdown honestly makes time go faster..

I do remember, an awesome dinner at Jhonny Carinos where I couldn't stop acting mad and laughing..
I remember meeting an old friend after a year and feeling good bout it.
I remember dropping my friends to the park..
Summer has been alot of driving.. and that's what Ive loved the most..
really, despite many people believing I cant, I do believe I can.. and I love it..

it's been most fun- I've gotten lost.. hahah and I wanted to take everyone on drives so I even made Jason ( a friend of mine who works in Jebel Ali) come all the way from there in his company bus till my house so I could take him for a movie n drop him home :D ooh that was fun..
The Incredible Hulk- I quite enjoyed it.. I really did infact, see, I didn't see the first one..so I had nothing to compare it with which is what made it better for me I guess - it's kinda nice not having expectations. (only to some extent, dont quote me on this one)

Summer so far, has also been shopping... and mandy becky time..which Ive wanted for sooo long.. Becky's gotten too comfy in my car..I must say. hahha!

ooh yay, I started this new blog thinking of how bad summer's been so far.. but its been pretty okay... except for the regrettable always having stuff to do argh..

Summer was... 'Edge'. heheh

Boards done

so....tana..... my boards are done.. at last.
Once again, it's been a month since Ive penned aka typed out bits of my life..

It feels like I can breathe again, and yet, not so much.
I had fun today. Jhonny Carino's was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn fun fun

had heaps n heaps of fun and I love Barry's driving- he absolutely economise petrol though so don't bother letting him drive if u have like that 1/2 inch of petrol left :P but otherwise we're good. stuffed 8 people in his car today and laughed our asses offffff like mad people in a moving truck :P it was like our old days again, where it didn't matter what we did or where we did it as long as we all hung out together :) :D

till next time cos Im way toooo tired